when did she disappear? (i’m jealous of the girl i used to be…)
2025
215 inches x 6 inches (~18 ft x ½ ft)
cotton and wool yarn (DOUBLE WEAVE PICK-UP)
This weaving was woven with a double weave pick up technique. The “right” side is mainly pink wool and the “wrong” side is mainly light blue cotton. The color palette is inspired by my favorite colors as a child. For the text, I used grids to create my own font, one that felt like it fit into this early 2000’s aesthetic that my color palette was representing. Through this work, I wanted to explore how it felt to transition from being a child to a full adult. It feels exciting at first, to have that freedom, but since I’m graduating in a few months, I’ve been reflecting on how I feel like I’m not ready to make that jump to “the real world.” Ever since I was legally considered an adult, I’ve felt this nostalgia for my childhood years and how we were all in a rush to grow up and get away from our parents. Reflecting on this now, I wish I hadn’t taken it for granted. I lost the girl I was, because society told me that all I should want is to grow up.

